The music's playing. But I'm not here.

The lights go. But I'm all alone. 

Am I not good enough? 

I lack the wings of joy.

I lack the courage to use them.

I lack the people to see them.

But I know - someday- I will fly.

This life

honestly.
there's no real way to describe these years.
the pain. the joys. the love.
but if i had to,
i could conclude that there is one true word for these years.
confusion.

We Talked. And Talked. And Talked.
I thought about it constantly. How much fun it would be.
Then - the night of - you cancel.
Why? I'll never know.
All I know is that it won't work out.

Sooo.. I know this one isn't that amazing, BUT it's what was really on my heart tonight and I needed to write something. Enjoy!

~L~ 

Personal Poems

So, lately I've been writing a bunch of super super personal poems and in my opinion they could be way better. I've been leaning a lot more towards freestyle recently than to a set type of poem. Most of these are much more of a story than a poem.
So here we go!

i miss you.

do you ever miss me? the late nights of laughing till our stomachs ached. 

our inside jokes. the days where everyone felt like a princess. 

i miss you. 

~lw~

Purpose.

I know I'm here for a purpose, I know I have a place. But right now it seems that nothings the way it should be. 

I know I'm not the only one who has to feel this way. But when you put us all together, it doesn't change a thing.  

I am on my own now, I am here to stay. I will be invincible; I will be my day.

~L~

I just looked at my other poems and decided I'm not ready to publish them yet. When they're ready, I definitely will. :D Hope you enjoyed these two!

Louisa